MY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW

Being a college graduate is definitely rewarding, but now that I have gone through that phase, I just realized that being a fresh graduate is NOT that easy. I've always thought that I knew what path  I am going to take but I was wrong. I never knew that an after college life is hard - yes, it is hard, and I never thought that it would be as complicated as how it is now. I am facing another stage in my life, a life I havent faced when I was a student. Adult life is life. 

Everyone seems to disagree that having a break after college is just a waste of time. I see my friends enjoying their life with their very first job but I wasn't impressed since I was focused on just taking a break after college. I enjoyed my life after graduating, it seemed to be a normal feeling but I then I had realizations and thought that maybe I'm just wasting my time. 

Right now, I've been very stressed and depressed on how to deal with life. I know I shouldn't be like this since you see me in social media a lot different, but it seems now I can prove that social media and real life are two different worlds. I become sad every time I realize some things I should really have done. I am only one of those thousands who still needs time to search for their dreams. My story isn't that special hopeless case I thought it was. I know this is just the beginning of the life I will tell others about on how I found the great path I'm living out.